Musings From The Cave Of Bitterness

I like to ask some advice. What would you recommend I do if I want to connect with more kindred spirits who design their blogs and see the world like I do? I have many of those that are already on my blogroll and who I follow on Tumblr. It's just not enough anymore.

I am looking to expand my fan base. Maybe find some fresh bitter sarcastic voices to add to the conversation around here which, if we can all be honest, is not very stimulating as of late.

I blame no one for that but myself. I am not creating the kind of stuff that gets the attention of others enough. I want to find more people who see the world in the same way as my followers do and how I do. I want to make my opportunities to make creative connections to increase. I want people who find my image selections welcome and not intrusive.

I seem to keep the interest of some people for awhile but then they leave me. More contacts mean I can absorb those hurts that come from the lose of followers. Like with all the friends I lost in REAL life, this will be much easier for me to take.

I just get this way when I start to twitch about Christmas coming and my desire to stop taking any of the meds that currently I do. But I will wait until my years worth of blood and urine tests are analyzed for their medically value - see how much I have improved or got worse. Failure means I abandon that doctor and go die in the words as the gods intended. I promise you no more big pharmacy meds after that.

I promise that nothing less than an ad in the local paper naming me his tomato eating patient of the year get's me back into his office if I don't come out of this will. I can find some kid on the street to disperse me the meds that really will help me out.

Did I mention that sometimes at night when it get quiet I am starting to hear music. Nothing recognizable but notes just the same. Very faint. Tell me if you know of other people with the same 'quirk' who went crazy.

I can't go to the mental hospital in Ponoka. They don't allow outside slippers and mine are so wonderfully broken in.

Does this action figure look like my friend Malibu. I would love to send it to her if it does. She won't know because she never reads my stuff so don't be afraid to give me your honest opinion.