Whatever

 

What is the sense in blogging when no one but the same crew leave any comments anymore. I am sick of just posting for myself. I have even thought of reaching out to my Facebook crowd for some validation but that would make me even more pathetic than I already feel. And would it have killed anyone to bring me a bit of support this evening for my big interview tomorrow. This is such a terrifying thing for me to do - to put my self out there with the way I look and hope that I don't let everyone down. Even my mother has no time for me tonight. I will probably succeed in spite of everyone who would like to see me fail. I tend to piss people off in just that kind of way.

 

At least I haven't be devoured yet so I have that going for me.