I Want/Need This Clock.

To go with my clock that runs backwards. I actually sat in the sun today. It was so weird. My body felt like it was being attacked by something bad for me. I keep looking out the window with those sad pug eyes. Too many 'Lock-up' episodes I guess. Maybe tomorrow I will go for a walk and enjoy the spring. Then run really fast and hide under my covers. The dark keeps me warm inside.