I Have A Wish That Should Be A Dream

I would like a special gift for my Birthday. If you are fan of this blog I would hope you would take the few minutes it would take for you to complete this task. I want everyone to go back five pages and check out those post I have done on my blog as a Birthdy gift to me. Then tell me your honest impression about why you come here in the first place and why you stay.

I have been trying lately to put out possitive suportive comments to the awesome people that I either interact with or follow on the social media. Some people who I admire or go fan-boy over have actually written back because I think they can smell my sincerity and that I am not just blowing smoke up their butts. I tell them why I think their creations are worthy or MY attention and comment. Many of them reply and it leads to further conversation. I feel like I am building people up instead of breaking them down. And I don't want anything for it. I will never meet these people. I will never date a beautiful Eastern European cosplayer but that only mades my compliment more pure, untainted and therefor of value to any artist. It's also a great way for cosplays I admire to get to recognize my name and more than a half dozen routinely write me back. Those messages still thrill me because they are people I admire. I know that is sad but it's all the real feedback and validation I get in my life.

I just wondered what people would say about my little creation if they were also interested in buidling someone up for a day - that someone being me.

You know how I love any compliment I get for my captions or my posts or my image collections or all the other ways I entertain you mutants on a daily basis. Trust me. It's not the flood of love that I thought it would be. I think if I was a prettier person with a webcam from my bedroom that I would have greater impact on this world and that is not right. The Cave of Cool is unique and it has Pop Cutural signifigance even though THEM MAN works hard to surpress that knowlege.

So why this elaborate intro? Well this Friday is my 53rd Birthday. I lived past 52 and many a Shaman from a dozen religions told me that was an impossibility. For that achievment I would like any fan of this site to read through five pages of my archives. Then come backl here and tell me of all the reasons you enjoyed the experience. Dont be a dick or don't comment. I want your love and your genuine honesty about what you think I do to make your life a little better if I ever had.

If you can't do it for me. Do it for GOOM. GOOM needs some validation. I mean LOOK AT HIM!! It would totally put a smile on GOOM'S face if you put your hearts into it. I thank you with Peace and Love my Brothers and Sisters. Oh and it you just remain silent and give this the brush off? I will know to re-evaluate your page and see if you are of interest to me anymore. I don't have any friends in my real life so this kind of possitive attention, even if I pathetically have to beg for it, is good enough for me.