Because there were times, many times, when she was just magnificent to be around.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
I Hate How Much I Miss Her Today
Because there were times, many times, when she was just magnificent to be around.
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Not to sound insensitive, but who is she?
There is a tinge of pain in that statement, so I'll just say hang in there.
After my twenty-three year marriage collapsed, I couldn't get far enough away from my ex, and I sure as heck haven't felt any pangs. However, I got to keep three damn-near grown children and a pug, so I wasn't gonna lack for companionship anyway..
She is very lovely.. LOVE those eyes and how they pierce through your soul.
She was someone's soulmate.
Be strong buddy and would it be ok to ask who she is?
She was my best friend for many years until she just wasn't anymore. I don't think of her often but when I do it kinda crunches my heart into tiny parts.
I understand that kind of pain. Strength, pal.
I feel your pain
I know something about this kind of thing...I had a best friend who was there for me through some of the grimmest things I've ever experienced, and I was there for her through her divorce...but one day she basically decided that we weren't close friends anymore. This hurt enormously...and to make matters worse, she got mad at ME when she realized that I was angry at HER. Making matters worse, she was a coworker of mine, so every goddamn day, there she was. We haven't spoken in over a year, after a time when we knew each other better than just about anyone else.
Not much point here, except to say...I know it sucks.
Mine started a new life that I coudn't be a part of because I knew all her secrets and could bust her new life wide open in a second. She also lied to me about something unforgivable so I choose today to forgive her then I go back to hating her.
I choose to put all my pain in a little box in my head. It works most of the time, but sometimes it leaks out a little...
I choose the 'Well of my Bitterness' to dump these things into but you are right, sometimes the bucket brings up what I don't like to think about.
Life can suck sometimes, it's true.
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